well that didn't last long. i wonder if this whole torture situation will be irrelevant in the future chapters as if it never happened

@Rover LOL

THIS MAKES ME WANNA CRY AHHHHHH

😭😭😭

someone make comment when at chapter 36 should hold till chapter 50 and just go rush
I forgot who say that, but really
Thank you

ouch.. it hurts.. my feels.. tho..
these are not tears but the precum of my heart..

n-n-no this is not tears. it's just hot here. i mean it's like 30 celsius outside, yes.

It's raining a little T.T just a little thou....

Good grief she's not turn into a Titan after she bite her hand

And now I wait for the next chapter. Thanks for the update.

@Seink I’m glad that worked out for you.... there are many people who aren’t able to sort their life out, even after realising their emotional disabilities, immaturity etc. I have some around me, so now I realise that...
As a child, I always thought, adults around me are so mature, sorted out, self-sufficient n all... but as I started looking deep into it, I started reading between the lines in real life, it was a shocker, that how much even adults lack, it’s just that the people around me tried to improve constantly, even after growing up, that I didn’t notice it before.
Well, good company helped, but currently I’m surrounded by people who refuse to learn, seeing how these adults stopped being mature, makes it difficult to handle situations 🤔
Serious problems aside, when I was a teenager, I was unable to express my emotions(or you can say that they were very subtle)-no one even noticed when I smiled /was happy or angry/sad (unless I said so, which also made the situation more complicated, but well)
Now I feel like everyone’s got telepathy or something, I say nothing, but everyone notices my happiness & sadness (and now I get embarrassed to be found out, so I don’t know if it’s a good thing)

Yay! She's back!

I'm so glad that phase didn't last long

@fykle
uh... chill, theyre not even dating and he has never made a move on her. literally nothing has happened, everything is still platonic. btw, even if estelle is interested in him, isn't normal? when I was a kid I had crushes on adult men, it's not wrong.

@siquall
holy crap that's some gorgeous art right there, thanks!

jesus christ, good thing I waited till 50 chapter to read all of it.

@fykle lmao dude you might be in your 20s but you still have the mentality of a child. The more you age, the less age gaps matter.

My uncle was 21 years older than my aunt. Of course, they didn't start dating until she was like, almost 30 and both were already divorced from their first marriage, but you see my point: Clearly, my aunt was old enough to date a man of any age. Oh, and they were very happily married for 30 years after that.

As far as the people in the story, when she's like, 17 he'll be 24-ish? And this isn't modern day or anything. I can't see anything wrong with that. Also as far as power dynamics, she's literally his employer. If anything, the power dynamic is in HER favor, not his.

aaaaah i missed the update for ch 49 but i'm so glad because i got to read that and her snapping out of it in one go saflkjdfsljk ESTELLE!!! AND HER PAPA OH MY GOD MY HEART aflkjfklj i can't wait for her to reunited with her bro too, he was so messed up;;;

thanks for the translation!!!

Ah, dang it, I was shipping the siscon brother hahahaha!

But yeah, I can't count how many times I scrolled back and forth the balcony catch scene. Sighhhhh! <3

For people wondering about the age gap between Emiel and Estelle, he's 18 and she just turned 11 or 12 I think. So in those years the gap seems big but in adulthood won't be a big deal.

I agree that the author/artist kind of portrayed her getting "fixed" a bit too fast.. but when I think about it more it kind of makes sense.
Since pain is the only thing that brings her back to reality, maybe the only thing that hurts enough is seeing her own loved ones in pain? Personally I find that seeing someone I care about sad is a million times more painful than any bodily injury that could happen.
But I'm probably just over-analyzing, as usual